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Saturday, September 18, 2010

It takes so many to make the world....

......I was with some friends during Iftar...a week or so before AidilFitri..old and new was an OK meeting,nothing fancy.I was seated infront of an old friend,someone who's quite close to me..
She wears hijab..repent(i suppose)..I knew her during her wild days...I'm sorry ..I'm not here to talk bad about anyone..I'm only here to remind myself how people can change their skin,their clothings,their appearance but still can't change their shud i say it?They changed their appearance,cpvers their "aurat"but they talk bad about other people..they assume,they judge..without hesitation...:(
I was not surprise that she is still that way..The same person that I knew for so long,still have that bitterness in her about almost everybody..especially me..:)I can only pray..that someday she will find her peace and not be so negative about life and everybody....

I believe that no one have the right to judge other people,especially when you don't know that person...It's sad that "fitnah".."umpat" like food to some people...
May Allah swt blessed me with and all of us with his guidance and love so that we will become a better person for our loved ones and for ourself.


"hijrah" every sense of the word..

by Adriana Az on Sunday, August 29, 2010 at 10:28pm

~sometimes...bila kita dah ber"hijrah"...kita kdg2 cepat melatah..:)
bila nampak benda2 yang tak "cantik" di mata kita...kita cepat buat komen,cepat buat "conclusions"or "assumptions"..atau dalam erti kata lain..andaian dan bersangka..
Kita juga manusia biasa yg memang dalam hidup hari2 kita,tak lepas dari buat kesilapan..yg disengajakan atau tidak sengaja..
Cepat lupa bahawa setiap orang ada hak masing2 dalam setiap perbuatan mereka...jgn kita cepat membuat andaian,berprasangka dan menjatuhkan hukuman...takut2 kepandaian kita itu memakan diri sendiri..sia2 saja kita ber"hijrah" apabila "dalaman"kita kosong dan mungkin orang yang kita kata itu lebih baik dari kita..:)
Semoga ..setiap penghijrahan itu berserta dengan niat yang baik dan sentiasa menjaga "mulut" kita agar tak terlepas kata2 yang tak sepatutnya...insyaallah.

~yang buruk itu dari kekurangan saya dan yg indah itu milikNYA~

Monday, July 19, 2010


Assalamualaikum.....Hi gorgeous people..:)
I heard that one of our sisters, from hasleft us all to meet her Creator.Al-Fatihah.She was suffering from breast cancer.My dua that her family will be strong and redha as this is the reality of life.
I have always reminded myself..that all of us will be many,many ways...different people,different tests...but the pain that we have to face and feel and endure...all that ...everyone of us will feel it.We have different needs,different wants...we dislikes different things,likes different stufffs....we are all different...its how we find the common thing among us to keep us all united and live in harmony and peace.Living with different people,living with your spouse that sometimes acts like a total do you find the similarities,the common ground...the "thing' that ties you both together?...only you know the answer....
Losing someone you love and care and have known for your whole never easy..never're crying for so many know you're gonna miss her/ wont see her/him're going to miss that person so much that it will hurt will bouce back,you will get up on your feet,you you gotta...because you're still alive.
This life that Allah swt has grant each one of the gift itself.Dont abuse it, it,love it..and no one can make you happy other than you yourself.
My post this time may make sense...most probably not make any sense to most of you...:))
I wish that whoever out there that is feeling down and feeling that the world is crumbling down....wipe those tears....look in the mirror...and say..I love you and I'm gonna make you happy..:)

Friday, July 16, 2010

lelaki kaki pukul...shame on you!!!

Assalamualaikum everyone...:)
I know it's been a while...but I'm still around Alhamdulillah,still able to breathe and embrace this beautiful life...:)
I can't help myself on not commenting on this topic....I can't stand/accept/ who hit women..COME ON!!!!!!!!How do you even look at yourself in the mirror?Hitting women?
I saw this in the news lately where this actor keep on hitting his wife...I don't know why they're still married...I mean ..didn't it say clearly in the holy Quran that you can't hit your wife,kalau nak mengajar/mendidik bukan dengan pukulan yang menyakitkan???
Where's the people who's responsible to help these women that has been abused,tortured physically...not to mention the mental abuse that she will face all her life...
Can a woman,who has been hit by her spouse actually forgives and forget?I can't answer that on anyone's behalf but I know I can't.I'll never be able to forget...It will break my heart to pieces that can never be mend,it will hurt me emotionally..not to mention the pain dicnity as a person,a human being...I know I could never forget...and it will take years to forgive....
To all the men/husbands/ a man..."A REAL MAN,DON'T HIT WOMAN"

Friday, June 18, 2010

...still around...:)

I wonder if this blog still have readers...:)to you who's reading this,I thank you with a big hug*hugs*
I'm still around,Alhamdulillah :)
Still baking,updating clients,managing the two kids..etc,etc..:)...Life has been...emmmm...okay:)
Sometimes things happen without any warnings or signs....sometimes,you just have to go with the flow and play along with whatever that comes your way.It could be painful,it could be good for you...go with the flow...
I learned in my 35 going 36 years of blessed life that,don't ever think you're alone..coz you're never long as you're still breathing HE is right there waiting for you to ask for HIS guidance:)
I learned not to question my fate,I learned that things happen for a reason(always ada nikmah)and every clouds have its own silver lining...:)
So gorgeous matter where you are,in whatever situation you are in're blessed :)
Thanks for taking the time to read this weird ramblings of mine tonight.Till we meet again...stand tall and love yourself!!!

Monday, June 7, 2010


Hello peoplee...:))It's been a while eh:)I've been to say this..??not hibernating...been very busy trying,very hard to keep myself sane:) need to know the details..its very memeningkan and very bowringggg::))))
What I want to say here ...what do you besides having stronger faith in HIM...when you're facing something so hard for you to swallow?besides having more faith,sabar,write the do's and the dont's..the good and bad list,the right and wrong...after all that lists...a never ending one I  might add...what then?
how do you decide?
I was in this situation few times,and alhamdulillah,i got my answers but this time it's really testing me:)
I guess this test is a very tiny one compared to others but still...I pray for strength and guidance from HIM.
When you know you're alone in this fight,you have nowhere to run to HIM...for if no one knows who you are inside,
no one fells what you feel,
when others judge you as they wish....
you turn to HIM for strength,guidance and love.:)
I'm in a crossroad here..alone...
do i make a decision to please other people?
please myself?
my kids are my no1 question bout that...
so..what do I do?:))
I have no answer.....

Wednesday, May 19, 2010


Assalamualaikummmm....hello darlingsss....OMG!!!OMG!!!....its been so long.Yeah...I'm not my usual self lately.Not gonna make any statement that might contribute to"worsen "the situation that I'm going through now...:))very serabut...sometimes mom call me a "thinker"..I think too much,and analize things until the last details hat it doesn't bring me any good.
Don't u gorgeous people worry(ada ke yg kesah pon)..I know that i'm very strong,insyaAllah.I'm insyaAllah capable to go through this very small "ujian"...insyaallah.
Please if u ever remember me in your prayer,to say a little prayer for me..:)
I'll be back..insyaAllah..when everyting is better,I doubt things will go back to normal...but it will be better...insyaallah.:)
thank you for taking the time to read this.:)peace!!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010


Salaam gorgeous people :)...How' everybody?I've been ..yesss..busy like everybody else.:)sometimes too many things happen all at once,I just dunno what to think,write or do..:)After that dreadful episode at M!@#S KLCC...I decided to try Mr."C"...broadband..hhhmmm...macam tu jgk..sometimes the connection is really bad I wonder why do we pay and yet they never provide us with THE best service... I mean,we paid for it..still...adoiii...tired la talking bout this.:(
We took the kids to PD..Muaz's 3rd birthday.Muaz wasn't well,coughing,slight temperature,runny nose but all of us had fun at the pool,sauna & gym session for mummy n ayah...loved it.The kids had an amazing time feeding the bunnies at the Pet's Farm...All these happened at Avillion Port Dickson...will definitely choose this hotel for our next short getaway again.It was ...almost perfect.9.5 out of 10..:)bravo Avillion Port Dickson:)
I'm also in the midst of studying ...chewwwahhh...studying hokay:)..this particular topic.."does opposites really attracts?"..What do u think peeps?Does opposites really attracts?...Does a relationship which have 2 person,with opposites character, can attract each other?;)..for how long?Will the relationship works?...hhhmmm......:)
Help me out on this and mayybeee..I'll share what I think about it...:)
To all mommies out there....Happy mother's day!!!!give yourself a pat on the back for a" job" well done:)

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